Wednesday, April 4, 2012


So, I've been pretty good since the embryo transfer. Not overly obsessing every feeling I get. I haven't been google-ing all day on what my symptoms should be at any given point. Which is really good for me.

That all stopped this morning.

*warning tmi ahead* kinda.

I woke up this morning and there was blood. Not the brown kind, but the pinky red kind. Not a little bit, but quite a bit. It really didn't last too long, but I have been spotting and cramping on and off since Monday.

So, according to Dr.Google this could be implantation bleeding. Which would make it right on track with my handy dandy chart. At this point the embryo is attaching deeper into the uterine lining. Which would lead to a BFP.

But according to my past treatments this is also right on track. I spotted. A lot. And often. I cramped with low back pain too. Which lead to BFN.

I guess this is just another hurry up and wait moment that infertility is so infamous for. Cruel.

Crap, I could totally use a glass a wine right now. But I can't. Also cruel.


  1. Oh no. It's hard reading posts like these (and no doubt harder being the person experiencing it). The hurry up and wait comment made me smile. I so hope that this is just a little hiccup while your emby is burrowing into a comfy spot. Keep us posted and take it easy over the next few days.

    1. Hi Ali, I don't really know what to make of anything anymore. Could be nothing. Could be something. The waiting is crazy. Thanks for your comment.