Monday, April 16, 2012

Beta #4

It's the name of my blog. The reason I began this blog.

THIS is THE defining moment of all moments.

The nurse said to me today, she didn't want to give me false hope. That I need to be prepared for Wednesday's beta because it is not looking good. This took my breath away.

Today's beta did not double. It barely went up. From 127 to 143.

So, it's either almost all over OR we will all be witness to a miracle.

I'm exhausted.


  1. I'm just catching up on the past week on your blog now. Wow there's been a massive emotional journey! I'm sending you positive thoughts and wishes for some good news, and strength to help you if the news is not so good. The title of your blog speaks to me of strength in handling siuations with courage and hope. I know you can handle this defining moment on Wednesday... Big hugs and positivity x

  2. So sorry you are going through this uncertianty. Sending you lots of good wishes.